back to zero
Having to start over…
It’s something you wouldn’t want to happen. Everything was put to waste, your effort wasn’t appreciated and you have to redo everything. You might have better results after starting again from crap, but the fact still remains – you didn’t do well.
You try to comfort yourself. You tell yourself you wouldn’t crack…but all in vain. You crack. You cry. You break down.
But you can’t cry forever. It would get you nowhere, so might as well do something about it. Might as well be productive – cry while starting over, cry while doing everything again.
Everything would be okay.