it's relative, you see?

it’s relative, you see?

i got issues, you see?

i am vague

odd

and proud.

i am vulnerable but vindicated.

i am sad and needy.

i am complicated…i got issues…you see?

so don’t say you can stay because i doubt you can handle…me.

it’s ok…it’s ok to turn away.

that’s better.

you’re safer that way.

if only i had the heart i could have faked it for you…

i could have smiled wider…

talked longer…

i could have laughed louder…

but i can’t

to pretend or to be truthful—

either way i’ll let you down.

i may put a happy face now but i doubt i can still smile for you the following day.

i can’t, you see?

it’s better to turn away now.

it’s safer.

leave. i won’t mind. just do it now. now is better. now is safe.

P.S.

but by any chance,maybe you can handle…maybe..just maybe, you can try and..maybe..,stay. i won’t mind. really, i won’t mind.

yeah…i am complicated, you see?